Changed

I am more mature than i was before.
I say this because i react to things differently now.
FOr example I take time for me without guilt.
I now know to avoid women I find attractive.
ANd I look at men and think about what they a worth more than how they look or smell or what they are wearing..
TOday I was around someone and all i could think of was going somewhere to kiss. them but did I?
No instead i took a walk.
I took a walk, took a awlak and went shopping, lol.
Did that solve it no, not really but the point is I know to get myself out of there and change the air.
Maybe before I would stayed a caught myself staring or day dreaming of touching kissing, plain ole just fucking .

Boy things have changed.