Changed

I am more mature than i was before.
I say this because i react to things differently now.
FOr example I take time for me without guilt.
I now know to avoid women I find attractive.
ANd I look at men and think about what they a worth more than how they look or smell or what they are wearing..
TOday I was around someone and all i could think of was going somewhere to kiss. them but did I?
No instead i took a walk.
I took a walk, took a awlak and went shopping, lol.
Did that solve it no, not really but the point is I know to get myself out of there and change the air.
Maybe before I would stayed a caught myself staring or day dreaming of touching kissing, plain ole just fucking .

Boy things have changed.

"As we cultivate our feminine energy we can redefine the meaning of strength. By embracing our feminine power as something that is strong in its own right, we are able to use it with true assurance and determination and draw upon what truly belongs to us."

plain and simple

I want you plain and simply


I want to touch, smell and taste you

I want to put my face in that place, that makes you heart race..

come.

WIth me and play, in arms enterwined, hands lock wrists.

Lips to lips and lips to cheek.

freak.

Me

baby,

and you have with your thoughts i feel them

penetrate my brain, insane.

I feel need to be next to you, knowing what you want.

So can I can I just give and take and give and give an give give and then take...

love all over again

"Fall in Love All Over Again
“Remember when you were first in love?”
Remember the small things you did to show your love to your boyfriend/girlfriend? Things like a phone call in the middle of the day just to talk or say “I love you,” a love note left in his car, a foot massage, simple gifts, and cooking romantic dinners. Remember those days?
As time passes you get weighted down with simply living life and forget all those things that made the difference in the beginning.
Rekindle and reconnect with your relationship by consciously going back and doing the things that you did when your love first began to grow. Who knows? You may fall in love all over again!"

Her

It's seems everywhere you look, most are looking for  love or fun? why can not it be both.

So at least 3 times a month..... I spend some alone time with Her.

She has no idea that on occaion I think about her. What is is about her

sometimes she gives me the signal like she "likes me" but  when I mention other women i get a cold shoulder.

Huh?

Did I mention she's straight dick loving woman?  Well so I keep my distance because those women  are the ones to keep your distance with.







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Still trying to deal

Yes I like men and women intimately, equally.

Do I like one more than the other? No I don't
At first I thought i had a sex addition.
I've had long term manogamous relationships with men.
But I can not say the same for women.
While I like the "taboo"  touch of a woman, I can't commit to more than great casual times once ina while.
I have tried to think of both of them as the same meaning, i can do the realtionship thing.
But no women I like contrast. I like the hard to soft the emotional to the stoic. You must be in denial you are really a lesbian, I have heard it all. And I can honestly say I am attracted to turn on by both yet still.

Although I do not want to sleep with both men and women at the same time. I do find attraction to them at the same time.
Will i ever choose?